AUC ART
Collective Experiments of Meanings in Life Experience
Project No. 2 - 09/04/11
Theme - Evil and its Meanings
I took magic truffles for the first time and it was an amazing experience. It felt very “organic”, everything around me came to life and I was more aware of my human body – muscles, breathing, sensations – these came together in between crazy flashes of moving shadows and images. There was a “presence” in my room. Something at the back of my kitchen that was powerful – what was it? I was scared of it, I switched on the lights and repeated: “There’s nothing here, go away!” and moved my arms around as if to feel something there. After a while I forgot about it and switched the lights back off. It came back – a flash of light in the corner of my eye. I decided to make a shrine, a circle of twigs, orange tulips and candles – I kneeled down and looked up at this presence. I felt the potential for evil if I did not respect it. During every day life, I am happy to say I feel no threats. Amsterdam is a safe city and I am unaware of “evil spirits” – it’s an urban, constructed setting – is there such a thing as evil spirits? Why did people back in the day have tokens, luck symbols, ancestors to guard them from evil forces? What is this hidden force? Where does it come from?
For this project, you will:
- Reflect upon the dark side of your personality. Make a list, drawing, performance, sculpture, etc… of your occult qualities. What are they? What do they mean to you?
- Identify evil in societies across space and time. Consider rituals and symbols that are connected to them.
- Develop at least one short live performance (preferably in a small group) that expresses your concept of evil.
- From this performance, develop your project for next week’s session.
As the second theme in our series, this is aimed to achieve a more refined perception of the world around you – it is not as easy to see as textures. To start you off, pay attention to soft nuances in your behaviour and of other people’s – this may mean people close to you or popular figures in society. David Lynch’s movies may help you tap into this “other world” of spirits.
Remember, the process you go through is more important than the product, so don’t worry if it turns out shit! It’s your involvement with the subject that counts to your development.
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